Time flies by so quickly. In a blink, college really did pass me by. I have to admit that I really did not believe people when they said to savor every moment and make the most of everything because college is over before we realize it. Now, commencement is literally two weeks away. I have a lot to be grateful for and I feel that I have gotten a lot out of my time here but I still can’t help but feel and know that I could have gotten and given more. As always, there will be lingering regrets as well as sadness but there is nothing to do but to move forward with my best foot out. I hope that I can remember the lessons I have learned so dearly and to live the rest of my life with as few regrets as possible. I really want to, as someone said, to leave no room for others to doubt me and above all for myself to always be able to be proud of myself and all that I do.
Where does peachy solette come from? It is word association, another child of my wandering mind. These two words bring warmth into life. Peachy brings to mind warm shades of red and orange, as well as fuzziness and sweetness. When everything is all right, people say things are peachy. Peaches are also very versatile as a fruit…peach cobbler, peach sorbet, canned peaches, dried peaches, nom nom nom. Soleil is French for sun. It has been a ridiculous period of time since I have last touched French or done any form of extensive writing (blogging will be a way for me to get back into the practice of using words rather than noises and hand gestures to convey my thoughts). However, since I think such an overwhelming source of warmth and happiness (spring break, beautiful sunsets, beach, adventures, etc.) may be a little difficult to emulate, especially since I am continually reminded of my decreased bubbliness, that a baby soleil (solette) would be a more attainable goal.
I want to remind myself that life has its beauty and that it is not hard to find strength or inspiration if I keep my eyes and mind open. Happiness is attainable and I am my biggest obstacle so I should remember to not let myself trip myself up, whether over little things or bigger things in life. Beyond this, I am really curious as to how else I might change over time now since whenever I read back on old posts and journal entries I never cease to be amazed by past thoughts, views, and interests though some things never change. I also hope this will be another way for me to remain in touch with people though it may be overly optimistic. I really can’t help but wonder as I pass by people if it will be the last time I see or talk with them. In a way, life feels like it is only beginning but another part of me feels as if another chapter in my life is concluding and is relieved, excited, and wistful. Very contradictory and confusing but I think it will be interesting, if nothing else. I guess only time will tell. 
